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LIFE IS A ONE WAY STREET

no matter how many detours you take, none of them lead back.
so enjoy every moment, because none of them will ever happen the same way again.

PROFILE

about me
Sunanda Baradwaj
11 September 1992
VJ Choir Soprano
Victoria Junior College 09S39
Cedar Girls' Secondary School Choir
Cedar Girls' Secondary School Magnificent Class of 2008 4O
Marymount Convent School 6B 2004

i love
Music
My family and friends
VJ Choir
Venice 2010
To love
You

i want
To escape this misery

DEAR DIARY

Sunday, January 22, 2012

12:42 AM

Don't know why, but I had the sudden urge to blog again. Although, knowing myself, this will probably be the first and last blog post of 2012.

Uni life has been much like a roller coaster ride. So many ups and downs, and upside downs. Made a ton of new friends and came to realise just how unbelievably small Singapore really is.

Being in uni makes you realise how immature you've been the past 18 or so years of your life. Seriously. I feel so embarrassed thinking about all the stupid things I've said and done, even in JC.

On top of that, you really grow to be a more independent and decisive person in uni. From timetable planning, to module bidding, projects and lab reports, uni is an entirely different ball game, nothing like you've ever experienced prior to this.

So far, life's been good. Except the fact that I still haven't passed my TP test, which is absolutely humiliating and infuriating, since I know perfectly well how to drive. Just that for some reason I get so nervous and worked up about the test that I make idiotic mistakes and end up with an immediate failure. Well hopefully this won't happen the third time around on 27th Feb.

And to end of this utterly incoherent post, I want to say I feel happy at this point in life, despite the shitty-ness of school and...well, just school. I've grown a lot closer to my family and more mature in terms of decision making and being more independent. Although, I definitely still have a long way to go. Like everyone has their flaws, I realised I'm subconsciously somewhat attention seeking, always tweeting or facebooking things that, well, make me look more 'popular' and whatnot. Talk about hypocrite. Gah. Trying to work on that at the moment. Okies my brain's working too fast for me to pen down (keyboard down?) all my thoughts coherently.

All in all, I hope 2012 turns out to be a great year (that is, if the world doesn't end) for myself, my family and everyone else.