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LIFE IS A ONE WAY STREET

no matter how many detours you take, none of them lead back.
so enjoy every moment, because none of them will ever happen the same way again.

PROFILE

about me
Sunanda Baradwaj
11 September 1992
VJ Choir Soprano
Victoria Junior College 09S39
Cedar Girls' Secondary School Choir
Cedar Girls' Secondary School Magnificent Class of 2008 4O
Marymount Convent School 6B 2004

i love
Music
My family and friends
VJ Choir
Venice 2010
To love
You

i want
To escape this misery

DEAR DIARY

Monday, April 25, 2011

11:27 PM

Went shopping with Michelle for the scrapbook and quilt stuff today! ^^ Spent super long trying to decide on a good enough design for our quilt patches, and trying to find stuff to sew/iron on to the fabric D: But I managed to find some pretty stuff in the end (:

We finally got the scrapbook papers, although, we decided on something entirely different from the pictures I sent to the girls. But we used Vintage Whimsy's first page as our cover so I'm happy ^^ Got some really pretty flowers as well to decorate the scrapbook.

Gosh I'm super excited to start making it! :D I really can't wait for the girls to give me an OKAY for the cover, so I can at least get started on the scrapbooking while waiting for their notes (:

I feel bad though for cancelling the coronation plaza outing with Giam. I felt so sticky I had to bathe before leaving the house but I lost track of time while studying and was running super late ): Giam said she couldn't wait till 4pm for me so we just decided to meet on Thursday itself. Sigh. Nevermind, Thursday will be fun, with the homecooked food and the good company! (:

Oh and I finally got my concealer: L'oreal true match, neutral shade. The shade is a little light on me but mostly, it blends well. I just hope its good enough to cover my eye bags ><

Sometimes I feel like I have nobody to talk to. Quite a few of my friends talk to me, sharing with me their excitement or looking for a listening ear and some comfort. And as touched as I am, that they choose to confide in me, and not anyone else, at the back of my mind a voice reminds me I don't have that kind of person to confide in or just talk to.

Worst still, is that some people tell me things because I just happen to be the person who was available to talk to. But soon after, the person suddenly doesn't talk to me that often and I realise he/she didn't approach me specifically. They just wanted someone to talk to and I was close enough to them for them to tell me everything on their minds, because no one else was online or on facebook etc. Sigh I hate feeling used and yet I can't help it because it isn't me to ignore people when they need someone to listen.

Whenever I'm feeling low, I want to call somebody and just tell them about my feelings about whatever it is thats bothering me but everytime I pick up the phone and scroll through my friends list I find that there isn't anyone I can talk to because my friends would be busy at work, out with friends or family and it isn't right to disturb people when you know they have something going on.

Gosh I'm rambling. I think I'll end this now and go cram whatever I can into my brain. I wish burning books and drinking them really did work to improve our knowledge ><

♥nan