DEAR DIARY
9:51 PM
♥i love you guys so much. i really do. i'm so glad to be here, with ya'll (:
jam's awefully sweet message gave a whole new meaning to the phrase 'spread the love'
i'm so grateful to know such amazing people who make me feel so happy and loved (:
♥nan
10:46 PM
some people are simply the best. they know just how to make you feel better without consciously making an effort to.
love you kor! (:
♥nanp.s. i
♥ jie, brat and jam and babyy claire too (:
7:21 PM
last week, when the bell rang at the end of econs lecture:
loh zhi hong: 'wait! haven't finished yet! i always climax at the end!'
and the whole LT1 erupted with laughter. haha
♥nan
9:50 PM
i honestly can't find any reason behind my existence.
i don't really contribute much to anything or anyone and all i have is hurt and an empty, hollow feeling.
maybe i expect too much.
maybe im just being over-emotional.
hopefully, in some time to come, ill read this post again and laugh at the stupidity of it all, because i don't want to feel this way forever.
♥nan
12:03 AM
whats the point in doing something and regretting it later?
whats the point in saying sorry after making the people around you irritated and annoyed?
i should just learn to shut the hell up and not open my big mouth unless i really need to.
sometimes i seriously hate my behaviour.
♥nan
10:12 PM
i hate this empty feeling.
♥nan
2:43 PM
i wish life was simpler.
with less problems and less complcated situations.
i always find myself in the most annoying of predicaments, having to choose sides or having no choice in things.
...
i haven't gotten back anything yet, except for bio mcq, which i am content with.
i just hope the rest of my papers would be the same.
although, that would be wishful thinking.
sigh
off to do econs work. tuition is so bombarding. but i guess thats the only thing that will help :\
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maybe i'm a coward, but i really don't want to hurt again.
♥nan
4:29 PM
When you wish upon a star
Makes no difference who you are
Anything your heart desires
Will come to you
If your heart is in your dream
No request is too extreme
When you wish upon a star
As dreamers do
Fate is kind
She brings to those who love
The sweet fulfillment of
Their secret longing
Like a bolt out of the blue
Fate steps in and sees you through
When you wish upon a star
Your dreams come true
♥nan
3:21 AM
i'm sorry for being such a bitch to everyone.
i'd like to think that i'm being as selfless and nice as i can be, but truth be told, i'm not.
i regret saying all those stuff and getting unnecessarily worked up about small things.
and most of all i'm sorry to that someone whom i've been holding a grudge against for so long. after seeing you that way i realised i was being so irrational and stupid. i miss our friendship we had at the beginning. i miss being able to talk normally. i miss you. sorry for being so idiotic ):
♥nan
