DEAR DIARY
9:11 PM
some people are just so irritating.
there's one group of people who are just so insufferable at times, i just can't put up my usual facade and pretend to be okay. and when i do voice my thoughts, i feel so guilty and bad, its so unfair. like, i can't help but get angry, but when i do, i feel terrible.
and there's another group who just takes things for granted. i just don't know what to say.
i was supressing my feelings the entire day so i didn't spoil everyone else's mood just because mine was spoilt.
i really wonder if i can keep this up.
overall, today wasn't as good a day as i'd hoped it would be.
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on the plus side, i got to see claire! (:
haha and of course, i got to wish the birthday boy in person (:
HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LOH! :D
you looked so happy today! its so nice to see you smile a big, wide, proper smile, unlike the fake smile like during the DSA interviews heehee XD don't emo and turn that smile into a frown okie! or in your case, a stoned face. haha
its been pretty awesome, getting to know you the past 1.5 years and you've been the best choir pres we could've ever asked for (:
jia you for everything! especially As! (: take care loh and stay happy! (:
♥nan