DEAR DIARY
10:46 PM
all i ask of you is that you leave me be.
is it really that difficult?
life's a bitch. you're just gonna have to get used to it.
♥nan
8:54 PM
the next 2 weeks are gonna be so damn busy.
CT1s are in 5 weeks!
$554.50 in 2 days is pretty awesome, condsidering what ka yat was saying XP
4 periods in LT5 isn't ALL that bad.
tomorrow is FRIDAY (go figure XD)
when you see a 16/25 for an econs essay you feel quite happy.
but when you see a 4/25 for the other one, you feel like shit.
respiration is one of my new favourite chapters.
sherri is an awesomely level-headed and rationale person. jia you dearie! we love you! ♥
i realised i get high at totally random moments.
and unfortunately for robin loh, he seems to be there almost everytime i get high XD
i'm dreading telling my parents about R papers. will my yes to venice become a no? :\
jasmine likes to talk. a lot. in an EXTREMELY LOUD VOLUME.
i'm starting chem and maths tuition next week.
ill married men is quite fun to sing.
i pity the T&B guys for in chiam pa.
i'm so glad i'm a sop2 for lay a garland.
today was the 2nd day this year i reached home earlier than my dad.
i ♥ a lot of people.
i've still yet to collect the damned subject day forms.
i'm still holding onto the stupid rules and regulations form -.-
i need to chain myself away from the laptop and go do my work.
bye bye world!
♥nan
12:14 AM
school = sleepless nights
sigh.
i wish i had more time.
but then again, everyone has 24 hours in a day, 168 hours in a week.
so why can't i manage my time effectively like so many other people do?
although, 'managing time' is a misnomer.
you can't manage time.
you can only manage YOURSELF within the time you have.
oh well.
off to finish the work i have left.
only to receive more work tomorrow, and many more days to come.
:\
byebye world.
10:44 PM
the brick walls that are in our way are there for a reason.
they are not there to keep us out.
they are there to give us a way to show how much we want it.
-Randy Pausch
♥nan
6:13 PM
today was a pretty uneventful day.
first off, i want to apologise to everyone for my unusual moodiness. i don't know whats got into me today. i hope it doesn't happen again :\
periodic table test is postponed to thursday! (: thank god! and thanks to robin ng for the hints XP
integration 8.3 and 8.4 is taking the life out of me. at first, it looks do-able, but when i'm halfway through, i realise i don't know how to finish the rest of it -.- and don't get me started about all the other work.
sigh.
and i just found out that cedar alumni prac might be only fridays. and the performance is on 23rd april, which is a friday. should i, or should i not? i'm not too sure. i don't know if i can cope with everything :\ and its very close to venice, that is, if i'm going.
anyways, got this really sweet message from clement today, about friends (: one of the nicest and truest message i've read, and it really brightened up my day (: sent it to a lot of my friends, and people like may xuen, jasmine, gordon and grace really made me even happier (:
its things like this that make my worst days turn into the best in an instant.
i don't know what i'd do without these angels! thanks guys, for making today a very pleasant day for me! (:
♥nan
11:14 PM
hi world.
its been an awefully long time since i last blogged.
but anyways, 2009 is over and 2010 has officially begun.
i can honestly say i loved almost every bit of 2009, save for the few unpleasant experiences i've had to deal with every now and then.
thanks to everyone, especially people from 8ight, 09S39 and VJChoir, who made my 2009 an amazing year for me (:
well, its year 2 already and A levels is the word that seems to at the back of everyone's mind right now. the emphasis on studies is more obvious now than ever.
judging by my promos, its going to take a LOT of effort and time to get back on track and work towards my goals. although its safe to say i've made an effort to be more focused on my studies, there are so many more things i need improve on to get even an inch closer to reaching my goals.
oh wells, i just have to give it my all. this year is make it or break it. and i'm definitely not going to give up.
just had the 2nd choir prac of the year and i must say, its not bad. from what i can remember, we sound a LOT better now than we did at the beginning of last year. of course, one year of singing in VJChoir does wonders.
i have a feeling this year will be a good one for us, what with venice and all. hopefully my parents will allow me to go, despite my horrible R paper results :\
anyways, time to study for PT test on wed -.- gosh i'm so screwed.
before i leave,
dedicated to edwin chow:
"they're EDWIN CHOW's notes. it's equivalent to PRADA"
HAHA please don't kill me edwin! XP
♥nan
